I'm telling truth here...

A great movie, in a bit rushing mood cos' it was last minute called up. The movie is about a high schooler who has a crush with a classmate he never spoke to, after he took up encouragement from his suspected gay friend, he finally made up his mind to made it out during the convocation speech, he was suppose to give out speech but he ended up throwing out his feeling toward the girl, he confess to her in front of everyone. It is not easy, I was thinking if I was able to be like him. High school has a lot unforgettable memories in our whole life. We only have once, and it last forever. Be it good or bad, whatever it is, I appreciate it. My first year in high school was brilliant. I went to boarding school in Ipoh, it is a chinese education high school. I had a typical boarding school life, attend class at day and school activities and club after school, revision at evening, chatting and a little music at night, then we would have a curfew check by hall master by 11pm. Weekend wa

Missing you at a night like this. I recall of the night when electric cut and we only lid the candle. It happen quite often when I was small, I got stormed up every time cos' I hate the hot, I hate to miss my favorite TV show, I hate of the darkness! At present, we are less likely to get electric cut. Even when it would happen, maybe once in a few years, like last time, I tried to look for the long lost feeling, but there were none. Thing changed. And I know what went wrong. And I finally realized how much I miss my grandparent. They brought me up, they were like my parent and I spent most of my time with them, until each of them eventually gone. I'm not that strong to handle thing on my own, I'm not that strong to hold my tear when I'm thinking of you, I'm not that strong pretending I'm capable for everything. But I must to. After all, I'm just a 22 year old guy, I'm fear of the loneliness too, especially at night, when I'm all alone. People c

Last couple months ago, I got back from Macau and really think of settle down and set up my own little freelance business. This has been my dream and I'm half way there to make it happen. But there is, something popped up and I have to stop there, sorting out everything all over again. I'm getting frustrated of what I'm doing now plus there is just too little to pay for my efforts. Being fighting with my mind, I told myself to hold it there for another few months but it seems like I'm barely sink. I really love to be a freelancer and I have found a way to fulfill my dream. It takes some times, at least 6 months before I can feel all my hard works are paid. I had rejected so many offers to stay with my current full-time job, which it has something for my freelance job. A friend of mine told me she has a project for me in Macau, and the job natural suits me, the pay is well enough for me, better than what I'm currently getting. I might get slightly higher pay at

.... then I get in there, turn on the air conditioner and do I mention I prefer to have night over day... when there is less noise and dark. The condition is just right, my blood flow all over my body, my heart gets pumping, then, I reached at you, looking for the right spot with my hand and finger. I can't control my breath but I still running my hands on you until you moa n ?!!! Err... sorry I mean got you tuned to the right frequency. I'm talking about tuning to my favorite radio station in my car la!  Sorry if I have created HARDSHIP  to you. Back to Radio, What are you listen to when you are driving? Do you prefer CDs or radio? Personally, I use to listen to radio, and Fly fm is my favorite number 1 so far. Hitz fm used to be in my list but why I dumped it out? Firstly, do you have the same complaint as me, Hitz fm is always having poor reception in Penang, I don't know what went wrong, me or the radio station itself. Secondly, I can only switch to it morning s

For every newcomer who come to blog for their first time, it is always interesting, overwhelming, a little bit lost their way and the first few blogs were always attracted least people or none. For my first time with blogger, well actually I had been with wordpress, multiply and any other platforms, so this is not my first time blogging out to the world. It's maybe a little inspiration from someone, so I made my way here. I made my first blog site, simply because my friend has a blog and I want it too, I know what's in your mind, "What a kia-su guy!" OK la, I admit it but I'm not a Singaporean anyway. Then came my second blog, which were with wordpress, I stop after only a few archives. Maybe there was no ideas, lack of inspiration and too busy to blog (so many excuses!). However, being in Macau for almost 2 years, that was the sweetest time in my entire life so far. I experienced so many ups and downs that I would never realized before, and it has